#WhatALife , Dear You.

It is my final week. Everything is messed up right on this time. Yeah. I found my happiness. Happiness? Was it? I think, it was. I did. Was happy. Back then. I thought on this final week I could seek him for strength to keep me focus with my study. But.. :(

 "You're the reason for me to keep strong , but you're my biggest weakness"

Oh yea. It sucks. Having those feeling. Oh man. What just happened? I don't get it? Was it me? Or you? 

You hate me don't you?

Urghhh sucks ! Sucks ! Sucks ! Sucks ! Hate it ! Hmmmmmmmmmm.. If you hate me then fine. Fine. Fine. Fine. Just tell me, will you? I will go. I promise. I will try. I promise. I won't get involve in ANY of your life business and everything! I promise. 

I wish I could tell you, this..

Please don't be in love with someone else. 

Please don't have somebody waiting on you. 

But I can't be selfish right? :) So, live happily as you're now. And for me, I just have to stay strong. Strong enough to keep my feet on the ground back. 

THE NAME IS BT

BT in the house people! not gonna tell what the hell is BT but just wanna share that my name is BT ler..

so for my case.. 
special a bit..
cz i have 2..
but..
i just fgrd out smthg..
aiyooo dat K fella i tink he related to someone related to my cousin..
mutual fren on FB? WTF!
so should i just like block him or something?
but letting him go.. sorry but so not.. 
So K u r fun to play with but not to eat.. lol 

n de one more fella..
SS n JS simply make conclusion..
BT u like him rite?
we know la..
ur smile..
cannot deny ler..
aiyo!
wats dat?
no lar..
me n him = fren only
sweet fella..
twinkle twinkle little star for me?
lol..
So D not gonna serious with u but letting u go is a no no

# IWANTBOTH! 

BT

giving up..

in 2 hours and 10 minutes,

if he does not reply,

then im goin to give up..^^ 
                                                                                     -js-

first day^^

so he replied after 12 hours..

what the hell?!

but at least he replied compared to RiRi (poor SS)

~friendly,cool,warm~

are words that describe him

he's a guy version of me

and if he is,

then he's not goin to text me,

he's not goin to be interested,

and

he's not goin to fall for this.

i know im not if i was him.. 
                                                                                                                                           -js-

Day #1

Tamparan Hebat

" Dia tak nak mesej sebab dia malas. Hahaha.."

What the hell?! =o="

Dia 

"Nice to meet you :)"
"Nice knowing you too.."

Erghhh! Memang kena baliklah. Lepasni TAK KAN! TAK NAK! MEMANG SEGALA TAK lah! nak contact dia dah! M A L U dengan dia ! Mesti dia fikir aku ni..~ Arghh! Terasa buduh !  Okay malas layan. Sekian.

Lain 
Dia tak sama macam Pak Cik Kaki Panjang.. :/

-Double S-

first move^^

text or do not text him?

Bleep.

a message came in.

"text him.we are young so take the risk.be different,be impractical."

so I texted him.

10 minutes..

20 minutes..

1 hour..

he isn't goin to reply..

im just a stranger after all..
                                                                                                                                        -js-